2013-01-14

And this, ladies and gentlemen, is why I'm so disturbed by some of my own fantasies.


For me, the most disturbing part is the reblogging. The social media chain that led to people publicizing this monstrosity and undercharging the wastes of air involved in violating this girl. How the town is complaining about the "evils" of social media when it was their boys who raped this child. How it had to be Anonymous, of all groups, that led to the media snapping this up.

In a culture where reactions to rape like this exist, I am not comfortable with my fantasies.  Even if I'm not hurting anyone.

Fortunately, I have not had enough energy lately to have those fantasies.  Or write.  Or...do much of anything, really?  Idk.  I had a headache like a sledgehammer was ramming into me yesterday.  Couldn't sleep until I took a hot bath.  Had a milder one today, but things were a little busy/depressing at work.

I'm off to my counseling appointment.  Guardian's Song, dear, I'll reply to you when I get back.

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