2013-05-15

trigger warning for noncon )



I have little red dots on my arm where I poked myself with a pushpin. Not bad, and they'll be gone by tomorrow, but...I haven't been feeling awake today.
Zombies, Run!:

EUGENE WOODS, YOU HAD BETTER BE FUCKING OKAY. I MEAN IT.

...At least it wasn't coughing. ;__; Oh, God, you two break my heart sometimes. I'm always most scared for those guys. PLEASE, WRITERS, DON'T BREAK UP THE CANON GAY.

Channel Awesome:

Went to my folks' house and picked this up today. It came.

And this is important because--well, see the bolded below:

The Review Must Go On (with commentary, bloopers, and outtakes)

...I'd be lying if I said that that particular video of Doug's had no effect on my interactions with the fandom and on my inspiration.  It's affected my interpretation of the Critic's character when I write (the few times I've written fic, anyway) and it's forced me to think about my own storytelling rules.  

And yet part of me is scared that Doug didn't do this for himself.  That some of the bitterness people say is bleeding through his videos is his backlash.

...I'm being irrationally fearful, I know.  But I have to know.  I have to know that he did this all of his own free will and that he doesn't hate his fans, or just did it because of money issues.  It's--well, to be frank, it's the entire reason I bought the DVD.

I'm scared to watch it (I am the biggest fucking chicken ever), so I'm putting it off for right now.  ...Maybe this weekend.
 I had a dream last night that I can't really remember, except for two things:

- There were little bitty dragons in a tree in my dream!  They looked like a combination between the daydream dragons and the waterhorse dragons from Dragoncave, with adorable little claws and feathers coming off of their heads like little wings.  They could fly and one of them climbed on my arm!  They had little baby claws.  I remember a small child caught two of them and tried to make them breed, and I think they did make an egg, but they also died.  ...I might actually try to crochet what I saw, if I can remember it.  They were cute little buggers. :3

-  I was in the room when people I knew were doing unspeakable things to each other.  I will simply say they were both male and that they looked like a close blood relative and a friend of his and leave it at that.  Needless to say, I am still looking for where I placed the brain bleach because NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE.

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